Collection of honesty

I'm not a patient. What's your methodology? What's the impression of your inspection? It's so annoying when you consciously talk like aristocracy, Patronizing me with your applied psychology. Are you looking for another heartfelt confession? Is it really generosity, Do you see what you want to see, And believe in your perceptions. It adds to the animosity. I learn great lessons in life but You're my only exception You've taught me deception, Misconception of preconceptions. A lesson to my collection. Could it be your own anger or regret, When my heart is no longer in your possession. If there's one thing you owe me. It's honesty. Be direct, skip the apology. I can handle the truth, can you? It's more ruthless to kill me with kindness. What atrocity. An infection that no longer needs my attention I've done too much reflection, Redemption, Suffered rejection. And for my own protection I've ejected myself from this o

The strong, Have the weakest ability of being nonjudgmental. Because they don't agree with it, They believe that those who do it are mental. First, they take a person's personality and link these traits with their background. They see their lives as 'how it's supposed to be' Define it, apply it to the rest like it's a mutual campground. But the strong, These people are tired. They lose hope in humanity, Admire themselves quietly and try to inspire. But oh the pressure that comes with the strong. Internal battles, moral conflicts and judgments. I've tried too but it's not my substance. Take strict moral standards and ethics to the court. In life we need support not opinions and snorts. I don't need a friend to be mad at my actions, I need someone who understands, someone who listens. And I hate it, when people try to define my existence, What I am, what I'm not at least I'm consistent.

The way you wake up next to me, The sun rays painted on your cheeks. Or if you've already woken up, and you're just watching me sleep. It's such a blessing to see you when I take my first peek Into another day as I feel your gentle kisses Wrapped into your arms, I turn weak. Yet so energized, when you smile at me I can almost memorize how mesmerized I am- each and every time. You're my favorite sight to a sun rise. Your every touch is a surprise. They say you'll find the joy of life, and I've found it in your eyes.

Maybe you think, That good morning is an unnecessary thing. But it is the very reminder, That you're my first thought in the morning. It is the words of commitment confirming, That I'll miss you regardless where I am, Each day, till every next dawning. 

You're beautiful baby, Especially to me. You're everything I hoped for, everything I need. Now everything's not about me, not about you but about we. Didn't expect our closeness to come at this speed. You superseded to my heart and planted a seed. I didn't know how you got in I was half asleep, So defeated by love, I didn't care too much to believe.  What I like about you is that you don't see, The goodness I see in you it's what attracts you to me. How around you I can be playful I can run free. In your arms, it's home there's no where else I'd rather be. How you wrap me around your body tight and protectively. I love how you love me so entirely willingly, unconditionally. How I can stare into your eyes and stare at them endlessly. How you play it coy with my compliments and take them uneasily. How we talk and open up about things so ceaselessly. How you get my weirdness how you accept it so impressively. How you don't

Something about playing with fire. Let it light brighter. A mélange of red, orange, blue, white, yellow, Hello fellows. Lusting with passion, burning with the desire to action, Endless energy, intense attraction. A silent reverie that longs to be spoken. Do it, regardless what will be broken. Consequences are for after, Now is laughter. Later maybe disaster. But whatever, I'll play fire. I'll burn later.

We are humans. Tied down by what other think. Accountable for how others feel. And this heavy weight walks with us, Like a 5 pound hooked on your heel. There's nothing to really be fixed, Nothing really major you just need time- to heal. But we are never alone and there are others, Who you need to be accountable for how they feel, And you don't want to be tied down by what they think. So you pretend Like it's fine during a meal- no big deal. You start panicking over illusionary things, Fears that aren't real. 

You're the raft in my tides, You're the pier to my serenity. And from now on every sixteenth, I'll be your baby and my baby you'll be.

I put up with your sensitivity, your endless emotions and Your unreasonable anger towards me. But all our patience have a limit, and you've passed a tolerable degree. You're throwing a friendship I hold precious to a flaming tree. If you have a problem, talk to me like an adult, Don't give me a cold shoulder then sit in a corner and sulk. I'm not someone to babysit you all day and ask what you're pouting about. Still, Let me start off with an apology, Though I did not do you wrong. What fault have I stumbled upon? I've been here all along We just don't belong that way, Can you be stronger, it's been so long. I'm happier now, I'm better. Don't you see? What friend are you if you can't be glad for me. Can't you be a bigger man? Not lovers, not friends. 'I won't care about her no more.' Honey is that your plan? You say these words and yet feel insulted cause you think you're better. Please don't

My dearest friend indeed, You're not in need, You have, all that you need. Stop greeding. Why can't you see? We're all meant to be Here, with our own purposes to mean something, No one has nothing to offer we all have something to bring to the table Even Jesus was a baby born in a sable. We grow unstably. Wondering why we're put in this world, where we're supposed to go. But the answer is no, you're not supposed to know. The answers to the questions remain unknown. Forget about the people, What do they know? You'll never stop them from talking. They have the right to speak and you have the power to keep walking. Open your eyes to determine those that matter. Figure out who'll stay when the rest scatter. Be kind and gentle to yourself cause only then you'll reach a state of zen and when you do You won't have to constantly ask, Who's loving you.

Hey, where'd you come from? Who sent you here to save me? I knew you all along but how did you find me? I was about to be the casualty of love. Love, Something I thought unworthy of thought. Something I can never get a hold of. Then like Prince Charming you came, On your white horse without the same lame ways like the rest that try to aflame me with those games. You ride so subtle I didn't anticipate you stepping into my world so quiet, so present. The chivalry, like a real gent. You're my present, presented so pleasantly meant to be for me. You have my friends participating and facilitating our story till they imitate how intimate we are. How close we are. How completely you accept me it's almost bizzare. All my insecurities so insignificant with you, All these other men, man you outdo them and so I thank you. For being true, appearing out of the blue my Prince. Who knew. That one day you'd be my one over two.

We all try to work things out, resolve our conflicts. But lately I've found, not everything can be fixed. Maybe you'll try then stumble and fall. But it's better to have fought than do nothing at all. Yet if after the battle you have lost. Lose with glory accept the exhaust. Let it go and move on, stop the confusion, Sometimes silence is the greatest conclusion.

There is a certain solitude to the hours where fair skies are hidden, but garnished with subtle pensive rays. and in between our quiet twilight cheers to early day. Ascending glory is the sun, that scatters the mist where it hung- Ratifying birds chirping to deliver the sound of whisper, the blushes of an early dawn in shades of rosey hue. the wakening of crisp scented leaves caressed by gems of crystal dew. fierce and fearful mother nature bequeathing splendor through the acres, caters tender in mornings I so humbly respect.

Boy, you're born to drama. Can't you be more calm within, Read some Dalai Lama. Discussing others problems, Judging so thoughtlessly, So 'sillyly', forgive my grammar. Thinking you have all the answers, Thinking that you're awesome. 'I know the latest gossips. You'd never guess what happened.' What for? You may be the first to be informed, Tomorrow it'll go viral, Like newspaper on everyone's front door. You think you know something, But someone else knows even more. Swaying allegiance like a man with no notion, No nobility and humility. No empathy. Go on... your call. Create rainstorms, let it fall. Spread it to the basic bitches. It's a small society after all. And when the brawl ends, Your words may be forgiven but never forgotten. It's not respected, When you're igniting fires, While people are busy putting them out, Winning battles you ain't know nothing about. And no one's ever been poor by g

I'm just another victim, Lord knows I've been no saint. Spending money without restraint, Clothes, make up- just face paint. And damn these beautiful girls, Too many- Covered in diamonds and pearls. The world is so realistic, Encouraging unrealistic perfection, Forgetting the beauty in simplistic. But the pretty gets it easy, With just a little added cheese in your words, They get deeply hazy in the head and you'll get what you want freely, Unlike the ugly, but While we all stress to be well dressed If the world was blind, How many would you impress?

Can I love you? Let me, cause I already do. Just the way you look at me, The way you love my family. How you play it coy, How much joy being with you brings to my life. How bad it hurts to say every goodbye. It never gets easier, Every time we part I get crazier at the idea of us. But is it useless?

I am a girl built with infinite insecurities, very aware of my strength and weaknesses, but not know how to play them yet. I'll succeed with flying colors or end in mass destruction Which one will it be, I do not dare place bet. For the future seemed so bright from a far distance. Yet up close so dim... so hopeless and fearful. To an extent which I could not bear with my weak and frail shoulders. A burden of hope I could not wear, from all those who surround me and their faith keeps me awake till dawn. And I start praying to all the Gods that I do not disappoint them. As they have never disappointed me. It's a feeling of desperation, thinking I'm not good enough for this society. Suppose if I drop a class, life would be an easier glass to drink from. Ask me of a love song and I'll scribble up in three. But ask me of number I could never answer, See we all have our own specialties so they tell me. How can I survive if that's what survival be.

You have style, You're a beautiful shell. You're a wreckless mess. And I guess in some ways you were my test. I was awful lonely and you're so pretty to look at. Matter fact I forget what's best for me when you're sitting on my bed. Seducing me with your eyes and next second- I'm yours but I'm just a prize, You said baby I might, want to have something real special with you. I believed you like monkey see, monkey do. Fool.