Especially to me.

You're beautiful baby,
Especially to me.
You're everything I hoped for, everything I need.
Now everything's not about me, not about you but about we.
Didn't expect our closeness to come at this speed.
You superseded to my heart and planted a seed.
I didn't know how you got in I was half asleep,
So defeated by love, I didn't care too much to believe. 
What I like about you is that you don't see,
The goodness I see in you it's what attracts you to me.
How around you I can be playful I can run free.
In your arms, it's home there's no where else I'd rather be.
How you wrap me around your body tight and protectively.
I love how you love me so entirely willingly, unconditionally.
How I can stare into your eyes and stare at them endlessly.
How you play it coy with my compliments and take them uneasily.
How we talk and open up about things so ceaselessly.
How you get my weirdness how you accept it so impressively.
How you don't mind me skyping at lunch and ask about my family.
How you remember the details cause you listen to me talking attentively.
How you peacefully rest beside me when you're tired
And tell me you love me sleepily. 
How you never spoil me with kisses when I ask for them greedily.
How your smile brings everyone around you so much glee.
Especially me baby.
Especially to me.

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