Collection of honesty

Here we go again- Another heartbreak. How much longer can I fake that I'm okay, that I have hope in something that just plays my emotions and sways my mood to painful extremities. Stop giving me cupid's potion it's poison. Pointless. I'm all about holding faith, But enough is enough I'm so done with it. 'Babe you're so pretty.' But pretty don't do shit. They say the world's real small, the world's the way you perceive it, So I decided to perceive my world with you. But they never told me what perceptions do. Perception makes you a fool, you see things in pink when they're in reality blue. You held me with affection and sincerity, Then you left and let things be, where's the clarity. Finally I find a keeper but he doesn't keep me.

There's so much to share, too little time. All at once takes away all the beauty, Maybe this is how it's meant to be. He'll know and feel love just not through me. I wish, If I could I'd show him so patiently. I'll wrap his arms to my waist to break the uncertainty. Damn all these blurred lines, I'd rather he be mine. But that's all fantasy, a silent reverie of the mind.  It's arduous not to touch him, not to give into one embrace.  He never said those important words, But it doesn't matter it's always been present in his presence, or absence nonetheless. There has never been such consistency, never been so admired. Treats and feeds me like a real lady or a queen. And when I'm not beautiful, he sees a higher beauty. Something natural, something even I don't see. Like a king with wings that protect me, His bona fide tenderness play songs strumming on heartstrings. Yet there's no way he can hold me, Too soon I'll