Collection of honesty

Hush baby girl. I know it still hurts. Shhhh... Pull it together. It's for your growth, my glory. You can never whether the weather. I'm not giving you what you want now, The reason, I have a plan. Something so much more divine, Believe in me now like you believed in me then. Pieces of the puzzle will fall in place I promise. I've done it before and I'll do it again, Regardless the path,  Nothing works without a journey before the end. Now my beautiful daughter, Wipe off those tears, shake off that negativity, Make use of the light I shed on you, Life itself is a festivity.

Pacing back and forth Lane of familiarity. Located amongst a foreign surrounding, Where's clarity?  Where am I?  What died? I can't see what they sell but I see what they buy. The scenery shifts as I shut my right eye. This is not what I want, This wasn't my vision. How'd this happen? How'd we come to this decision? What went wrong? Did I get swayed by constant derision? Now how will they learn my song? I can't remember if I even ever fought. Solo flights of thought.

Lately, I've been greatly blessed with kindness in those who surround me. They sooth me when I'm angered speaking words of wisdom 'let it be.' Through them I rediscovered the power of vulnerbility, I was so close to shutting the walls of my heart hoping to regain stability. Trapped in the concept of relationships, slave to devotee. I won't change I promise, all I'll do is learn. Learn when you play with fire, something's bound to get burn. It gets way out of hand, to the point of no return. But this all fades away in the end, there's no pain time can't mend. When you let someone in, there's no more need to pretend. You can stop being defensive, stop acting content. Through these connections, your soul transcends... If you don't know what I'm saying it's cause you don't comprehend. You're afraid to depend on someone who can possibly hurt you. Because once you're committed, your heart can no longer undo. Once

I see you walking around, present with an absent mind with every conversation. Conversing with no intention, so much tension in your eyes. You don't look any wiser that's a fucking ugly smize. Your smile is just a pile of pain painted with disguise. As if anyone's judging, you keep trying so damn hard, Your cheesy lines ain't impressing no one, Those ain't no avant garde. You keep flirting like we all your bitches try to take us to your back yard. Fondling hair, rubbing backs like some big shot in a brothel. Trying to sell your dick insisting it tastes like belgium waffle. Filthy, honey we know inside you're ugly and empty. Yet it's always early for pity when you play games so dirty Making girls fall for you like a slut, plenty. They fall, they tell then you're like what the fuck? I'm not ready for a relo honey I was just mucking about. Please don't make a big deal no point you cry and pout. In a month it was Anna, then Louise, M