More than a little bit lonely, less than a lot of pain.

Tonight even though you're with me on the phone,
Somehow I still feel so awfully alone.
I remember when we used to play our own highs,
Promised each other we wouldn't lose to the fight.
Yet majority won and you left me with time.
I love you but so does everyone, now you're no longer mine.
It's sad how life still happily skips when,







you're so left behind.

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