Collection of honesty

I put up with your sensitivity, your endless emotions and Your unreasonable anger towards me. But all our patience have a limit, and you've passed a tolerable degree. You're throwing a friendship I hold precious to a flaming tree. If you have a problem, talk to me like an adult, Don't give me a cold shoulder then sit in a corner and sulk. I'm not someone to babysit you all day and ask what you're pouting about. Still, Let me start off with an apology, Though I did not do you wrong. What fault have I stumbled upon? I've been here all along We just don't belong that way, Can you be stronger, it's been so long. I'm happier now, I'm better. Don't you see? What friend are you if you can't be glad for me. Can't you be a bigger man? Not lovers, not friends. 'I won't care about her no more.' Honey is that your plan? You say these words and yet feel insulted cause you think you're better. Please don't ...

My dearest friend indeed, You're not in need, You have, all that you need. Stop greeding. Why can't you see? We're all meant to be Here, with our own purposes to mean something, No one has nothing to offer we all have something to bring to the table Even Jesus was a baby born in a sable. We grow unstably. Wondering why we're put in this world, where we're supposed to go. But the answer is no, you're not supposed to know. The answers to the questions remain unknown. Forget about the people, What do they know? You'll never stop them from talking. They have the right to speak and you have the power to keep walking. Open your eyes to determine those that matter. Figure out who'll stay when the rest scatter. Be kind and gentle to yourself cause only then you'll reach a state of zen and when you do You won't have to constantly ask, Who's loving you.

Hey, where'd you come from? Who sent you here to save me? I knew you all along but how did you find me? I was about to be the casualty of love. Love, Something I thought unworthy of thought. Something I can never get a hold of. Then like Prince Charming you came, On your white horse without the same lame ways like the rest that try to aflame me with those games. You ride so subtle I didn't anticipate you stepping into my world so quiet, so present. The chivalry, like a real gent. You're my present, presented so pleasantly meant to be for me. You have my friends participating and facilitating our story till they imitate how intimate we are. How close we are. How completely you accept me it's almost bizzare. All my insecurities so insignificant with you, All these other men, man you outdo them and so I thank you. For being true, appearing out of the blue my Prince. Who knew. That one day you'd be my one over two.

His soul shines so brightly, His heart more precious than pure gold. T'was today that I realize, it was a loss to let him go. While I was holding some other man's hand, He watched with a torn heart but by my side he'd stand,  Ready to catch my fall cause he knew the boy was bad. Said he couldn't stand to see me sad when he found out it was over. I thought he'd be happy but he couldn't find satisfaction nor closure. He wish he could do more but he no longer desired to be the knight in my wars. "This train has left a little, I hope you understand. It wasn't the easiest thing, watching you leave with another man." We're still friends, aren't we? What more could I ask for. We can't change the past, regardless how much we deplore.  He clamped my hands between his palms and assured "I could've given you everything." But what's the point bringing up the past of something that turned into nothing. ...

Pacing back and forth Lane of familiarity. Located amongst a foreign surrounding, Where's clarity?  Where am I?  What died? I can't see what they sell but I see what they buy. The scenery shifts as I shut my right eye. This is not what I want, This wasn't my vision. How'd this happen? How'd we come to this decision? What went wrong? Did I get swayed by constant derision? Now how will they learn my song? I can't remember if I even ever fought. Solo flights of thought.

Don't make me do everything, as if you're fucking roman king. You can suck your own dick- jack, I don't owe you anything. Sometimes you make me wonder why the fuck you're so thick. No one told you to be nice, ain't mean you gotta be a prick. And it's true we mimic you behind you, all the gay shit that you do. You ain't looking surprised now that I told you guess your momma did too. I'm not apologizing rhyme for all the shit you put me through. Feel free, hire a lawyer, sue me if you got to. You said you loved me, I believed it for a second but we both know it ain't true. I'm done with all the boohoos, done with this catastrophe. You served me poisoned honey thank fuck I have the remedy. Laugh at me all you want, we'll see who gets faster to the top. Maybe you have the edge now but it bout to be a scary drop. When you be driving Honda, bitch I be rolling Maserati. You're cycling shit I'm parking my Annaliese to the boat q...

I've never loved a man who stopped loving me back, So forgive me please if I seem too taken aback.  I sense your attempts at hiding true feelings away, But there's so much said from the things you don't say. There's no one to blame when the feelings go wrong, Sometimes fate just won't let two belong. Now I'm so sick of songs, so tired of tears, Done with wishing your heart was still here. It was a beautiful fairtytale but too short, too soon. Felt like one second ago I was still over the moon. All of a sudden the stars starting burning and fell to the earth, Will we still fight for what this is worth? * Songspiration : A little activity where the stimulus were lyrics from random song chosen by a friend . ( So sick by Neyo. )

From your eyes I realize, What I offer you is still little to keep you satisfied. Cause we take turns to spin 180 degrees, Let’s not kiss if we’re uncertain please. We're two ordinary but too different people.  Our roads were never parallel. While we scramble out of each other’s lives, We dive deeper into a tangled mess. The mess you leave, some day I break free… Don't travel the road of reminiscence with me, And walk through the valley of our memories. When you’ve found true happiness, the one you adore, The one you’d call, care, cry, stand and speak for, I won’t have to reply the midnight texts anymore When your heart finds a home to lay rest, I'll confess in lakes of loneliness.

I dream a bed of roses, a road to the rainbow;  a land of totality, a bisque unicorn;  a vast sugar cane field and a lightning bug show.