Collection of honesty

心病, 自我診斷. 當別人鄰近自己厚愛的人, 但又站在一個阻沒有理由約束的角度 裹足不前 理屈詞窮. 會開始質問自己的自私莫名 為什麼心 如此缺乏安全感 放滿滿的情感 在素來單純的友誼. 也是自己天真 逾分置信世界遼闊 其實渺小 自己更微不足道. 所以要告訴 不斷成長的自己 其實做好自己就好. 別的事, 隨他去吧... 該發生事會層見疊出 該是你的會留下. 我們放手, 偏疼自己多一點吧.

There's so much to share, too little time. All at once takes away all the beauty, Maybe this is how it's meant to be. He'll know and feel love just not through me. I wish, If I could I'd show him so patiently. I'll wrap his arms to my waist to break the uncertainty. Damn all these blurred lines, I'd rather he be mine. But that's all fantasy, a silent reverie of the mind.  It's arduous not to touch him, not to give into one embrace.  He never said those important words, But it doesn't matter it's always been present in his presence, or absence nonetheless. There has never been such consistency, never been so admired. Treats and feeds me like a real lady or a queen. And when I'm not beautiful, he sees a higher beauty. Something natural, something even I don't see. Like a king with wings that protect me, His bona fide tenderness play songs strumming on heartstrings. Yet there's no way he can hold me, Too soon I'll ...