To my one and only, 2013 won't be perfect without your presence. Why do you come back for a day, steal my heart away then leave for months of absence? 4 years since we first met and I know it was fate, But life isn't great enough to create perfect lovers without much waiting. So I'm debating... whether I'm too naive and unrealistic, To wait another 4 years to be with you. I want to love someone else but I don't know how to. That's the easy way out, I could just move on... But what about the promise we had agreed upon? The little moments of me being under your umbrella, In the wrap of your arm, I become Cinderella with a prince. And your soft words prints deep in my heart despite distance keeping us apart. How can I lie to myself when you've always been the one I want to run to. So can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? I could really use a wish right now to clear all the fears and tears I've had When the ...
The three main walks of life, To be happy, live and survive. They say "chase your dreams" and then "No, don't be dreaming." Trying to inject my life with their meanings. It's impossible to truly live without confrontation, disputes and argumentation, people try to help, destroy and add confusion. There are choices to be made and it's hard to find our own, In this big big world you're insignificant, leaves us feeling so alone, when others give you a break life'll still throw us sticks and stones. We all have to learn to defend ourselves and be strong but it's easier said than done, sometimes we'll find to be in the wrong side of the pavement. And patience will lead us to a place of greatness but we have to wait, as the roads aren't always in lines of straightness. Don't fall for every bait, don't start hating fate, Our lives are for us to dictate. Through damnation, frustration, causation, remember that we can...
Perhaps in great darkness, There truly is a light... For it's been almost a year or two Since i've felt the need to write. Though my writing feels quite rusty, And awkward to continue, I want to capture what I'm going through. This is stress that's quite brand new. I asked for a new challenge, And challenge I was granted. Now that I've got what I wished, I wonder if that's what I wanted. Do you know that feeling, Where you're constantly subpar- Even if you've tried everything You seem to still fall far. It's not like I'm not trying, It's not like anyone's to blame, But I'm always in a rush, For people to know my name. I wish I was way smarter, I wish I was way quicker, I wish I was way louder, I wish I was less bitter. They say you are enough, But it doesn't seem the case, Even when people assure me, I can't help thinking it's ...
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