Blank covers dabbed in shades of black and blue, The canvas smothered in dark grim hue. Subtly the innocent white drains out by the few, Dominant colors of evilness spew. Raphael didn't do his best to keep the canvas true, Colors of collision he always eschewed, Picasso undividedly broke the pieces, Dividing the page of bruised colors imbued. *The purpose of using the artists names are simply for metaphorical use to underpin the issue of a broken friendship.
The chimneys begin to smoke in my head, Children rushing out to play. Snowmans, Snowflakes, Snowball fights. Covering every inch of the day. The bells begin to ring in my head, Gatherings around the fireplace. Mince pies, almond pies, pumpkin pies, Presents wrapped in bobbin lace. Carols begin singing in my head, Celebrating Jesus's grace. Silent night, Silver bells, Jingle bells, A picture of Santa's smiling face.
Perhaps in great darkness, There truly is a light... For it's been almost a year or two Since i've felt the need to write. Though my writing feels quite rusty, And awkward to continue, I want to capture what I'm going through. This is stress that's quite brand new. I asked for a new challenge, And challenge I was granted. Now that I've got what I wished, I wonder if that's what I wanted. Do you know that feeling, Where you're constantly subpar- Even if you've tried everything You seem to still fall far. It's not like I'm not trying, It's not like anyone's to blame, But I'm always in a rush, For people to know my name. I wish I was way smarter, I wish I was way quicker, I wish I was way louder, I wish I was less bitter. They say you are enough, But it doesn't seem the case, Even when people assure me, I can't help thinking it's ...
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