Collection of honesty

I'm not a patient. What's your methodology? What's the impression of your inspection? It's so annoying when you consciously talk like aristocracy, Patronizing me with your applied psychology. Are you looking for another heartfelt confession? Is it really generosity, Do you see what you want to see, And believe in your perceptions. It adds to the animosity. I learn great lessons in life but You're my only exception You've taught me deception, Misconception of preconceptions. A lesson to my collection. Could it be your own anger or regret, When my heart is no longer in your possession. If there's one thing you owe me. It's honesty. Be direct, skip the apology. I can handle the truth, can you? It's more ruthless to kill me with kindness. What atrocity. An infection that no longer needs my attention I've done too much reflection, Redemption, Suffered rejection. And for my own protection I've ejected myself from this o...

The strong, Have the weakest ability of being nonjudgmental. Because they don't agree with it, They believe that those who do it are mental. First, they take a person's personality and link these traits with their background. They see their lives as 'how it's supposed to be' Define it, apply it to the rest like it's a mutual campground. But the strong, These people are tired. They lose hope in humanity, Admire themselves quietly and try to inspire. But oh the pressure that comes with the strong. Internal battles, moral conflicts and judgments. I've tried too but it's not my substance. Take strict moral standards and ethics to the court. In life we need support not opinions and snorts. I don't need a friend to be mad at my actions, I need someone who understands, someone who listens. And I hate it, when people try to define my existence, What I am, what I'm not at least I'm consistent.

The way you wake up next to me, The sun rays painted on your cheeks. Or if you've already woken up, and you're just watching me sleep. It's such a blessing to see you when I take my first peek Into another day as I feel your gentle kisses Wrapped into your arms, I turn weak. Yet so energized, when you smile at me I can almost memorize how mesmerized I am- each and every time. You're my favorite sight to a sun rise. Your every touch is a surprise. They say you'll find the joy of life, and I've found it in your eyes.

Maybe you think, That good morning is an unnecessary thing. But it is the very reminder, That you're my first thought in the morning. It is the words of commitment confirming, That I'll miss you regardless where I am, Each day, till every next dawning. 

You're beautiful baby, Especially to me. You're everything I hoped for, everything I need. Now everything's not about me, not about you but about we. Didn't expect our closeness to come at this speed. You superseded to my heart and planted a seed. I didn't know how you got in I was half asleep, So defeated by love, I didn't care too much to believe.  What I like about you is that you don't see, The goodness I see in you it's what attracts you to me. How around you I can be playful I can run free. In your arms, it's home there's no where else I'd rather be. How you wrap me around your body tight and protectively. I love how you love me so entirely willingly, unconditionally. How I can stare into your eyes and stare at them endlessly. How you play it coy with my compliments and take them uneasily. How we talk and open up about things so ceaselessly. How you get my weirdness how you accept it so impressively. How you don't ...

Something about playing with fire. Let it light brighter. A mélange of red, orange, blue, white, yellow, Hello fellows. Lusting with passion, burning with the desire to action, Endless energy, intense attraction. A silent reverie that longs to be spoken. Do it, regardless what will be broken. Consequences are for after, Now is laughter. Later maybe disaster. But whatever, I'll play fire. I'll burn later.

We are humans. Tied down by what other think. Accountable for how others feel. And this heavy weight walks with us, Like a 5 pound hooked on your heel. There's nothing to really be fixed, Nothing really major you just need time- to heal. But we are never alone and there are others, Who you need to be accountable for how they feel, And you don't want to be tied down by what they think. So you pretend Like it's fine during a meal- no big deal. You start panicking over illusionary things, Fears that aren't real.