Collection of honesty

I'm just another victim, Lord knows I've been no saint. Spending money without restraint, Clothes, make up- just face paint. And damn these beautiful girls, Too many- Covered in diamonds and pearls. The world is so realistic, Encouraging unrealistic perfection, Forgetting the beauty in simplistic. But the pretty gets it easy, With just a little added cheese in your words, They get deeply hazy in the head and you'll get what you want freely, Unlike the ugly, but While we all stress to be well dressed If the world was blind, How many would you impress?

Can I love you? Let me, cause I already do. Just the way you look at me, The way you love my family. How you play it coy, How much joy being with you brings to my life. How bad it hurts to say every goodbye. It never gets easier, Every time we part I get crazier at the idea of us. But is it useless?

I am a girl built with infinite insecurities, very aware of my strength and weaknesses, but not know how to play them yet. I'll succeed with flying colors or end in mass destruction Which one will it be, I do not dare place bet. For the future seemed so bright from a far distance. Yet up close so dim... so hopeless and fearful. To an extent which I could not bear with my weak and frail shoulders. A burden of hope I could not wear, from all those who surround me and their faith keeps me awake till dawn. And I start praying to all the Gods that I do not disappoint them. As they have never disappointed me. It's a feeling of desperation, thinking I'm not good enough for this society. Suppose if I drop a class, life would be an easier glass to drink from. Ask me of a love song and I'll scribble up in three. But ask me of number I could never answer, See we all have our own specialties so they tell me. How can I survive if that's what survival be. ...

You have style, You're a beautiful shell. You're a wreckless mess. And I guess in some ways you were my test. I was awful lonely and you're so pretty to look at. Matter fact I forget what's best for me when you're sitting on my bed. Seducing me with your eyes and next second- I'm yours but I'm just a prize, You said baby I might, want to have something real special with you. I believed you like monkey see, monkey do. Fool.